thanks for visiting my humble blog but i regret to tell you that there will be no blog entry for today as i have not handed in my social studies project yet. bye. :)

hello blogreaders! i hope all of you had a great weekend (well no. actually i hope you all have been crying and drowning in work.) and since you all are here, i shall tell you MY DAY because that is all that matters on this blog. today i woke up at noon. actually i got woke up by my phone's ringing earlier but who gives a fuck since its a sunday and its joel zee who's calling. so i went back to sleep and woke up at 12. called him back but no answer so didnt bother calling again. at about 1 my mom came home from her mini-holiday. ok. her company organised a sort of company meeting on a cruise trip. how good is that??? well...so she came home and then she told me that she saw olinda on the cruise. oh well. singapore idol is over so i dont really care. anyway received a call at bout 1:30 asking me to go out. since i spent yesterday doing the project and nothing else, decided to go out today and walked around. went to sam's house first and did the previous two blog posts there then went out with sam, melvin (chua), bitch. oops. i mean mitch, kyla, and janice. we went to bugis then to suntec. you know its so good when your parents are bloody loaded. cos when you go out with your friends, you can buy that oh-so-nice shirt and all. then all your friends would be so frickin jealous. of course, the guy with rich parents mentioned here is definately not me. we then went to eat at gelare after being tired from all the shopping. then joel zee called back. he called to ask bout the hw. hello?????? i told you about it on msn last evening. remember? then you said you wanna go watch osmosis jones cos its about some body thingy. then we took the train back. now heres the good thing bout not buying too many stuff when you are out shopping. you just have to carry a few things back. BUT its a different thing when you got a chauffeur who would drive you home (yes. its you. chris. just kidding. i dont treat you as a chauffeur ok?). so i just reached home and decided to check on how the project is going. one forgot to buy vanguard while the other havent started typing yet. we are so screwed. hope that everything can be settled by tomorrow morning. so im back at home now and thinking of sleeping late but then i realised that there is school tomorrow and i most likely would have to stay back cos of the friendship day (its valentines day.) thing. oh well.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz how could i forget? Goodbye everyone!

click on the pic to enlarge. there is a celebrity in there. first person to sms/email/IM/tell me who it is will get a gmail invite. :)

i got full marks for my POA test!!!! some of you will then go: haha...i may not be the only one cos there are 42 other people who got between 91% and 100%. how much did you get???

oh well...i dug deep into my comp to find the pic. i know its in one of the temporary folders somewhere...so now imageshack can go suck my dick....just kidding...

i couldnt find any backups. so i have just emailed imageshack and hope they will reply soon. oh...this is interesting. i am known as koala bear on *******'s (shh!!! she doesnt want anyone to know her real name cos she is afraid that teachers read her blog) blog. the reason? cos i went to australia 2 years ago...haha oh yes. simple life is on tonight. can see how stupid rich people are again. and i think im gaining weight from all the chocs that im eating...

yesterday while i was talking to someone on msn, the bugger ran out of the room thru the door. today, it happened again. im totally freaked that i screamed. yes. i screamed. its running around the house now. somewhere under one of the beds, in between cup boards. i hate crockroaches and lizards. ok. so on to today. nothing much happened today. went to yong kit's house to do the project. we are really pro man. it is to be handed in on monday and our first meeting is today. haha. anyway, we are almost finished and should be able to hand in on mon. just hope that something doesnt cock-up (like my image server. im trying to find my backups now!!!). hope i could blog more tomorrow. . . . . . . . . . . . bye. :)

especially since the light up of the hougang-chinatown thingy is tonight. PICTURES!!!!: hou4 gang3 tang2 ren2 jie1, cai3 deng1 ying2 xin1 loosely translated as: hougang - chinatown light up to welcome the new year. in case you didnt know, its the year of the cock. oops. i mean rooster. there is definately going to be lion dance. but who will expect this for this year: god of fortune. yes. i think our constituency is making too much money. but its nice. look at the crowd!!! those who wanted a clearer view went up to the flats. if you look carefully at the second photo, you can see the man climb over the railing. what if he fell down? these people dont know how to think... this was taken after the pyrotechnics. see how f**ked up it is? haha. ok. do you know why i like taking photos? cos its like you can potray things the way you want it. let me show you an example: ok. mr god of fortune. what do you feel when you look at this picture? happy, bright, etc. but what about this?: now...what about this? darker...evil, with motive? ok. enough bout that. lets walk around the pasar malam. its mostly selling CNY goods. what the hell are you looking at biatcchh??? you spoiled the whole photo. do you know that? go continue with your shopping la. well...they actually still sell the coke and fanta in glass bottles. maybe its expired? haha... mua chee sweets!!!!! the CNY lights. i tried to take it in the middle of the road when i was crossing the traffic light but there is not enough time and its tooooooo dangerous.... and that is all for today's post. oh yes. i almost forgot 1 thing: Happy Birthday Chelsie !!!!!

just tried the almond biscuits with vanilla cream filling which i bought at the warehouse just now. its so nice!!!!

ok. nothing much about school today. and there is no homework that is to be submitted in tomorrow (i think...). the highlight of today is after school. where we went to order chocs for to sell on valentines day. ok. after school at about 4, me, joel tan, yilong, and mark took mr tuang's car to (charlie and) the chocolate factory. ok. so it was managed by the focus network agencies. im sure most of you would have heard of "the cocoa trees"? the brand that re-sell chocolates? so we went to the warehouse at defu lane. we went to the "chocolate room" which has all the chocolates that we were selling and we had to consider which types to buy. there are about 32 brands of chocalates there which includes m&m's, Ritter Sport, Toblerone, Ferrero Rocher, merci, Toggi, Belgian and Swiss Delice. after looking around, we were given a little time to buy some chocolates. well, i just should have brought more money. so in the end i only spent $6 on two boxes of swiss delice biscuits. anyway, i think we are going there again tomorrow so i will bring more money this time... after buying, we were taken to the warehouse. the warehouse's air-conditioning system is turned on for 24 hours. non-stop. how cool is that (please get the pun!!!)??? unfortunately, they doesnt make the chocolates in singapore cost labour costs are too high. they had it made in malaysia. ok. so there is like $2.5 million worth of goods in there. wow. i think that will include the goods from Grohe, a subsidiary company of the focus network agencies. oh well. nothing much more to say today. i have to study for the POA test. cannot fail cos its "supposedly to be so easy".

i've been disconnected from the internet for 1.5 hours just now. something wrong with the internet connection...ok, enough of that...lets go on to today... so today the vp told everyone that we are not supposed to take candid pics of friends and posting it on the net. then we are supposed to show him our inbox and pics if he asks for it. oh well, at least the pic that i took of joel wasnt candid. who wouldnt realise when there is a camera right in front of him and when i told him that i would be taking a picture. let us take a look at the picture again: muahahahahahaha...ok, this is just a joke. today during chem lesson, the teacher gave us a worksheet. there was an error on ques 4 which was at page 2. "everyone please turn to page 2. there's an error at question 4." (the error was so minor, its just a printing mistake. so when i spotted it i just changed it and turned back to page 1 and continued doing my work.) "i repeat, there is an error at question 4." "SHANNON, PAGE 2, QUESTION 4!!!" "i changed it already lah." i wanted to tell her "what the hell did you single me out for? f**k you man. i changed it earlier and faster than all the rest!!!! you @*^&*@$&;@(&%($&(@&#$%">&@(&%($&(@&#$%)*&(^^&*#%!!!" but respect, thats the word (i think...). ok. so han jie didnt bring his wallet today. he passed me $2.80 and asked me to keep for him. ok. fine. no prob. then he told me to wait for him after school as he wanted to take bus home with me instead of the NEL cos the single trip ticket cost a bomb. ok. no prob. waited for him after school. then we went to take 113. then he said "huh?!" cos it takes a bloody long time for the bus to reach his place. he didnt told me that 153 goes to his house. ok. IT'S MY BLOODY FAULT! cos that time i took 153 with him and i alighted at heartland mall to buy something. I'M SO FRICKIN SORRY !!! ok, if you are han jie, then stop reading here. today's post will end for you here. for the rest? please continue scrolling down... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . note: if you are han jie, you shouldnt be here. press alt+F4 now. i'm writing this cos i assume that you would never, ever, read this. so if you are reading this, don't come and tell me... "eh...you very (insert description here) leh. (insert expletives here). hello?! who the hell would know that 153 takes a shorter time to reach your house?! that was such a long time ago and i have other more important things on my mind. such as our social studies project, the valentines day thingy where i will be selling some things in school, the history test tomorrow, and most of all, whether i would be going to japan. so you expect me to remember every single little thing? man, it's just a little thing so stop bitching about it. it's just a few more bus stops!!!!! man, i have to stop doing this. i still have to study for the history test tomorrow.

no. seriously. its true!!! i thought that i wouldnt be blogging anymore for today but i just had to get this post up. just now, when i was publishing the poll, it showed me some kinda server error. it showed me a page of some long crap. then i thought nothing bout it and tried again. ok. it worked the second time... ...BUT there was also another post up on my blog!!!!!!!! omfg, how could that be?!?!?!?!?!?! well...i took down that post but im still gonna post it here: well...the post was not finished. dont know why. now i hope that my poll doesnt appear on her blog...anyway, the way she (cant you tell its a she?!) blog is kinda lame lah. dont tell me you wanna see this kind of post on my blog everyday.....

What should I do now since the comments doesn't work? Get a Tagboard!!! Fix it. Change your layout and fix it. Just don't give a damn about it.

Results of the poll.

everyone please vote so i will know what to do next...

the thought of all the tests and project just makes me sick. there are going to be 2 tests this week and 1 more next week. and there are some which still are unfixed such as physics. then there is also the social studies project which is due on mon, 31/1 and i havent done a single shit yet. there is also the huge amount of homework that has to be done. i just cant wait for CNY and the march holidays. but i doubt that i will be enjoying it to the fullest cos there is definately gonna be homework. did some spring cleaning of my table just now. actually its quite for me. i just chuck all the files and books either into the shelf or under the table. i just want my table to look clear. umm...so that is all. dont think im gonna blog anymore for today. there's still alot of work waiting for me.

for some unknown reason, the comments that you all leave are not showing. maybe its because you all are leaving senseless comments. so from now on, comments will not be enabled until the problem is fixed. and there are only two ways to fix it:

1. add a tagboard (yea, finally...)
2. or use CSS (which can take a fricking long time)
3. or just change the layout.

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chris doesnt get his money from his parents anymore. he has a job ok? his job requires him to work just 4.5 hours a day. or 22.5 hours a week (that means he doesnt work on weekends!). yeah. still sounds pretty slack to me. haha. :P just kiddin. shant say how much he earns per month here. im sorry ok? i still want my freebies [ food, drinks and rides home :) ].

went to school in the morning and realised that the door was locked by the OM. fark. just because the back door was not latched (it is locked) and he had to lock the door. take a look: 1. the information on the slip was way off. 2. why must there be a carbon copy to the pricipal? 3. they're just practically wasting paper. the paper is printed on only one side. what happened to the use of email? oh well. so actually was gonna have lunch with han jie at hougang mall. but guessed what he said later? "i'm just gonna watch you eat. i'm not eating." so what the hell did i do? well, always have backup plans cos you dunno when "so called friends" would fuck you in the ass upside down and leave you alone there. and so, when at the mrt, i messaged chris and jeremy and cheryl to have lunch at heartland mall. well. when i came out of the mrt, i went to the carpark to wait for chris. well, chris is a bloody rich guy who have his own car. You Know You Are Rich When...

1. you live in a private house.
2. your dad has a car.
3. your mum has a car.
4. your grandparents share a car.
5. your parents gave you a car for your 21st birthday.

and so chris-who-gets-his-money-from-his-parents came after 5 mins and we went to burger king to wait for jeremy and cheryl. guess what. they came 10 mins later.....TOGETHER. they must have met up for lunch earlier but didnt know where to go and they decided to come when we asked them. so chris treated us to lunch at burger king and we walked around heartland mall for a little while as the had put a 1 hour parking coupon. so after walking around chris sent me home and the couple took bus home together. someone declared himself as an avid reader of my blog today. guess who? PINKAYE!!!! ok. im getting lame. but i just thought of this: AIDS = As I Die Slowly.

Four men went golfing one day. Three of them headed to the first tee and the fourth went into the clubhouse to take care of the bill. The three men started talking and bragging about their sons. The first man told the others, "My son is a home builder, and he is so successful that he gave a friend a new home for free. Just gave it to him!" The second man said, "My son was a car salesman, and now he owns a multi-line dealership. He's so successful that he gave one of his friends a new Mercedes, fully loaded." The third man, not wanting to be outdone, bragged, "My son is a stockbroker, and he's doing so well that he gave his friend an entire portfolio." The fourth man joined them on the tee after a few minutes of taking care of business. The first man mentioned, "We were just talking about our sons. How is yours doing?" The fourth man replied, "Well, my son is gay and go-go dances in a gay bar." The other three men grew silent as he continued, "I'm not totally thrilled about the dancing job, but he must be doing well. His last three boyfriends gave him a house, a brand new Mercedes, and a stock portfolio."

"where do you think you are going?" "swimming." "do you know how hot it is outside?!" "yeah...that's why i'm going there to cool off." "you dont siao lah." and that was how im forced to stay at home today to finish the homework. its so bloody hot and im not allowed to on the air-con. well, so i read from somewhere that if its a hot day and you cant turn on the air-con, close your window and just turn on your fan. would be much cooler that way. best is if you have blinds or curtains at the windows. make your room as dark as possible. but i couldnt as i had to do my homework. so i didnt go out after all. well. would have to wait till next week or wait for the vcd (yes. i dont have a dvd player.). lets see what homework i have:

1. English vocab-in-context ws.
2. Chemistry ws
3. POA balance sheet thingy
4. HISTORY!!!!

and i guess that's all. i have finished the first 3. well. gonna do history tomorrow. dont care. there is no history tomorrow anyway so im NOT copying ok?

gawd, i cant wait for chinese new year.

im supposed to go for the interview today at 9:30. so i waked up at 8:20. then went to brush teeth...and sat down and proceeded to eat a few pieces of prata. its the first time that i realised that simple food can be quite nice too. after eating i went to bathe. stripped everything and went inside the bathroom. i squeezed some of the gel-like substance and then proceded to wash my face with it. halfway, it felt kinda weird. i washed it off and gosh...guess what it was??? MY SHAMPOO. gawd...i am still half asleep at that time. so i couldnt care less to wash my face again and i just soaped my body and washed it off. thats all. then i went to put on the uniform and wear shoes... on the bus, i kept on thinking that i have forgot to do something...but i just couldnt recall it. hmm...so reached school and saw quite a lot of people still there. then it was this time where i remembered. i forgot to wash my hair...haha...it seemed so funny to me that i laughed out loud and people asked me whats wrong. well, i didnt want to appear stupid in front of them so i keeped quiet. did i mention that it was a long wait for the interview. well, they asked me to come at 9:30 and it was only my turn at 11:45. so actually had to "deliver" the history book to vicky but i asked her to come instead cos i didnt know what time the thing would end. i guessed i pretty screwed up everything during the interview so i would be damn surprised if im selected. i wasted another nice sunny saturday afternoon by sleeping. haha. well...couldnt help it. so im gonna try to do all the hw now and maybe i'll go out tomorrow...im still free tomorrow and i still wanna watch shall we dance. so would someone please ask me out?????? i dont wanna go out alone again...

yesterday, went to watch elektra with yilong, kenneth, derek and han jie. so we went out and watched the 4.55 show. after the movie we walked around j8 till 9.50? han jie and derek both brought a choker. well, i think derek's one was quite nice. today? went out early morning with mum to my auntie's house. my auntie from australia came back yesterday and so she wanted to ask us out for lunch. after lunch we went to another auntie's house. there are a total of 6 of us there including my mum and me. well, my auntie of australia had not seen many of them and so talked to them. then some of them also talked to other people. it seemed so funny to me. many people talking in a hdb flat. and then there were so many cross talk. ok, my definition of cross talk is that one person talking to another person. then another pair of people talking to each other. and their voices cross each other. ok. simple definition: the path that their voices take is an X. clearer now? so we left at bout 4 and chris called me up. asked me to have dinner at harbourfront. why the hell would i wanna go all the way from little india to harbourfront just to have lunch with chris and anson? cos its free...haha. so i went there. we had dinner at sakae...woo...we ate dinner there and both of them did some shopping while i looked on. after shopping we went home. i took the train to kovan then guess who i met? VICKY!!! well, did not see her for a long time. she looked kinda hot in the blouse she was wearing...haha. at first we didnt said hi when we walked past each other. so i thought i saw her then i smsed her "did you jus came out of heartland mall?" "ok i think i saw you..where you heading." "nowhere. wanna meet?" "ok. i go follow you! meet at the entrance." and then we met up. well. she went shopping for shoes and all. so actually she was to take the bus home but since we never met for a long time we decided to walk home. so we walked down upper serangoon road???or what ever road is that. well...then while we were walking, kerry called up vicky and thought that i was jonathan chua. and she got her naval pierced. how cool is that. anyway, vicky couldnt get her history book and im going to pass her mine tomorrow. and right now im running around the house because im watching american idol and blogging. and theres no tv in this room. so i have to run around the house. how good if there was wireless LAN. *pssst* i wanna watch shall we dance. anyone wanna watch it? im still free for the weekend. :)

haha...look so stupid right???okok, is damn funny when u look at it in real life. today during maths lesson han jie's water bottle went straight to the floor and the bottle spilled. dunno what happened exactly but just as his bottle crashed, the cleaning auntie walked past the class to empty the rubbish bin. so actually, han jie was lucky as he did not have to clean the floor... then during chinese lesson nathanial wanted to borrow a pen from me. i told him *softly* that i have no more blue pen and i showed him 2 red pen and 1 green pen. he then took one of the red pen and proceeded to write his name on the worksheet. after writing his name, class, blah blah blah and a few answers, he looked at the pen closely and said that it doesnt look like a blue pen...then he told me that he was red-blue colour blind. wtf?! so joel zee (the guy in the pic on top) began asking him what color was the pen that he was showing him, what is the colour of the school pants and what colours are there on the singapore flag. the last two questions are plain stupid if you ask me. nathanial should know the last question. as for the school pants? well, the school song goes..."in white and blue, blah blah blah blah blah"....so its very obvious. so we kept on talking about him being colour blind and all for the whole period and somehow, i felt guilty throughout the lesson. and then he told me and jun hao when the lesson ended "psst, i was bluffing you all 1 la, i not colour blind. dont tell joel." oh, great acting...and how i wish i could smack him for making me feel guilty...and if you read till here, you are amazingly nonparagraphed-tolerant as well as very bored.

i have actually been shortlisted to take part in the Kitago Junior High School Exchange Programme organized by the school every year. take a look at the form that i got: front back i dont have any problems filling up the form other than the teo questions at the back: 1) What do you hope to acheive by participating in this programme? 2) How will you contribute to future programmes upon returning from this trip? lets see...what do i want to acheive...hmm...maybe a japanese girlfriend by the time i get back? haha...ok, i dont know...BUT I SO WANT TO GO TO JAPAN!!!!! okok, actually, i have more problems answering the question. so could someone please help and i need to go to interview this sat to see if i am capable of going...but its worth the time(if im selected to go that is...). well, im not very positive about it actually but lets remain positive ok? so..... JAPAN, HERE I COME!!!!! hahahahaha...

how many times now would you see me updating 3 times a day now? so its very obvious that there is NO hw...actually there is la, but i just keep putting it off (which explains why im always so busy on thurdays, except this one cos tis fri is Hari Raya Haji!!!woohoo...) ok, so the guy whose hp number is the title of this blog keep disturbing chelsie. just now i received this sms from her: f$#king ard ar? f$%k it la.ur lau bu anyhow f$%k with other guy n f$%cked out u this f$%ked up dickhead ar? then i thought what the hell i did to her to deserve this. then the second part of the message goes: not scolding u.bt harsh enuff? Got suggestns? what do you say that we all mass-sms-spam this guy? haha...

ok, im not against guys liking pink or anything but its turning them gay!!! take a look at this: to protect the identity of the guy, his email addy and dp has been masked. as for his display name...he changes it quite regularly so i dont think its a prob. need another example? ok, i sent the "Heart" winks, but would you expect a reply like "i love you dear"?! note: this post is not to be taken too seriously. just not too seriously. doesnt mean that you dont give a heck about it.

if you are not one of those spoilt brats who take your parents' car to school in the morning, then you would notice that there is a little drizzle this morning between 6:30 am to 6:50 am. ok, my point here is not about those spoilt brats but those who took out their umbrella during the short period of time it drizzled. the light rain was so nice. it was liek snowflakes falling down and when it hits your face, you could feel a little "sting" just like snowflakes. the moment they knew that it was drizzling, they immediately whipped out their umbrealla and swoosh...they're under it. come on singaporeans, you should know that this kind of rain wont last long, and it didnt. just about 20 mins. how many times a week can you have this kind of rain? isnt it troublesome to take out your umbrella for a not-so-heavy rain and put it back 20 mins later realising that the rain had stop? while i was walking to school, two cats chased each other right behind me. they made the kind of sound which makes you think that a couple is having sex in the middle of the road. being the kaypo singaporeans, everyone at the coffeeshop (the one ms ng brought us to for the eng compo thing) looked over and some stared at me. i wanted to say "what the f**k you looking at lah, its the cats, not me!" but i held myself back reminding myself that im in the school uniform. oh, talking bout the uniform, the man has decided to design the name tag so it could be pinned on. he announced this right after the article in today's straits times IN section. pressure by the media? haha...everyone seemed happy(?) that our school made a page 3 story in the papers? something to be proud of? i think not. anyway, the name tag would cost 5 dollars. umm...5 F**KING DOLLARS?!?!?!?!?!?! well, mr principal, if you read my blog, can i suggest this to you: every year, the school gets funds from MOE to buy souvenirs (or whatever is that called) to give out on national day...blah blah blah...so can i suggest that you discuss with MOE to use those funds to buy for us our name tags instead of the souvenir? cos i dont use mine most of the time and its collecting dust...

omg, im am not going to miss out on another simple life 2 episode. not because there's nicole richie or paris hilton in it...but....okok, its because of them, but for another reason: it shows you how stupid rich people are. "how do you make it go faster? i wanna go really fast, its fun!" "kick it" *kicks it and the horse goes faster* "whoohoo....yeah...oh...ouch...OUCH, how do you make it stop?!" *BAM* *paris hilton falls on the floor* "ouuuuuuch..." she's supposed to hold on to the reins when the horse gallops...for goodness sake, what was she thinking? and she said that she's "been riding horses (her) whole life and this never happened to (her) before" wtf?! if nicole richie was an iPod fan she would be laughing her head off and shouted at paris "you are an iDiot!!!" another example: who would name their daughter after a city? i wouldnt name my daughter Hougang Zhang or Singapore Zhang...thats just plain stupid. remember, if you ever own a chain of hotel, dont name your children after cities of the world...

first of all, i would like to say thanks to all those who have read my story and told me how i could improve on it. now, lets talk about today. went out with chris and anson today. chris knew that my data cable is fried so he got me another 1 through his friend for free...thank you chris. BUT, it seems that the problem doesnt lie with the cable. cos when i tried out the new cable, its the same thing. doesnt work. so now its either a problem with the phone or the COM port (which i hope would not be the case cos i would have to open up the comp to check and clean the area the cpu is at)... so i guess i would have to bring back the phone to the service centre again next week cos i think i wont be free tomorrow... now i have 2 "in good condition" cable. anyone wants it? email me. so today went to walk around at suntec. did some window shopping and was tired. so sat down at delifrance and had a little snack. i ordered a potato gratin set meal, chris had a salmon club sandwich and anson ordered some tuna bread or something. after eating we went back to city hall mrt. on the way there, at the ocbc shop, we saw this: "a restart is mandatory for the software/patch installation to complete successfully. Click on the Restart button after you have saved all your work." not so nice for that to be displaying on top the the shares info right? then we continued walking....at the nooch noodle bar (which i like to call "noob" noodle bar), there was a stage there and many people were crowding around. ok, its actually the promotion for the Modern Beauty Salon. here are some pictures that i managed to take: the blue arrow girl is Bowie Tsang. the yellow 1 is Zhang Min i think... kym ng...she doesnt look so short in real life... ah, yes, theres simple life 2 tonight. missed out on last week's episode. forgot what i was doing then...o well, im going to remember it tonight...

Note: I finally decided to do this story with proper formatting (with capitalisation, punctuation, apostrophes and all). Actually, it was Word which did all of that. By the way, this is NOT a true story. After you read the story, you ought to know that I actually prepared this for Christmas, but didn't have the time to complete it. There are other stories which I am still working on. Look out for them. Warning: This is a 2000+ words post. My cellphone's beeping sound woke me up one night. Used to receiving "important" messages only, I grabbed my cell and sleepily pushed the keys and read the message. "Hi there! Care 2 b my txtmate?" Not knowing who the sender was, I deleted the message right away and placed the phone on my bedside table, I tried to go back to sleep. I had just closed my eyes when I heard the message tone again. "Hi there, again! Care 2 b my txtmate?" again, the message said. "Who the hell could this be asking for txtmate at the wee hours of the night?" I asked myself. Again, without bothering to reply I deleted the message. I was never a 'textmaniac' - someone who enjoys texting anyone and everyone even at the wee hours of night, not to mention during the day. My parents, who were always out of the country forced me to own a cellphone. They told me that having one was more convenient - they could monitor me even if they are miles away. I wanted to turn the phone off, but since my mother was fond of calling me at night, just to check if I was safe at home, I decided not to. Just as I was to close my eyes and return to my dreamless sleep, the phone beeped again. Same number...Such determination! "Ply reply 2 dis msg & b an angel & save me frm dis abyss of emptiness!!!" I never knew why, but the message struck me. I got up and pushed the keys... I just realized I was replying to the message. "Im not an angel, n if u want som1 2 save u, m not superman... I'm just a simple prson who u wake up at dis hr of my nyt!!! Nway, do I know u?" I typed. Seconds later came the reply. "Nope. U don't know dis lonely soul. Nor does she know u. But I want 2 b ur frnd. I'm Mikaella Cervantes. U?" "Just call me Shannon. How'd u get my no.?" I sent back. "Hi Julius, nice 2 meet u. Just shuffled the last two digits of mine," she replied. That was the first and maybe the last time I met someone over the cellphone. We exchanged messages and learned so much about each other that night. We only said goodbye when my alarm clock rang at 5:50 AM! I had to prepare for school! And that was also how it all started. A day would not pass without the loving and thoughtful messages from her. It was only then I had learned to appreciate text messages and become eager and excited everytime my phone beeped, hoping it would be her. Mikaella brought out something about me that I never knew I had; I realized I could also be a romantic person... even if it's just through text messaging. One day, she sent this message to me. "Keep me as a frnd & I will keep u in my heart. Lock it up & throw away d key so dat no1 can evr tke u away from me..." I replied: 'In life, we seldom find a true prson & if u evr find 1, hold on & nv let go... value dat prson coz it's lyf's gift worth keeping & holdin on..." I never knew why, but her response sent shivers to my spine, " Value d people hu hav touched ur life bcoz u will never know just wen dey will walk out of ur lyf & nvr come back again." I couldn't understand what I felt that moment, but one thing I was sure though... I could not go on a day without a single word from her. I had become used to having her, even though we had not met personally. But truly, she already occupied a space, a large one, in fact in my life. I texted her back. "Dont come close if l8r ull jus pass by; dont touch me if l8r ull jst let me cry; dont luv me f l8r ull jst leave me and won't stay..." I didn't know why I sent her that message, but somehow I felt, every word came from my heart. In the short span of time we were sending messages to each other, I knew, I was starting to keep her in my heart. I called her once. The voice on the other end was like an angel's. Soft, kind, full of love. Yet, there was something in it I couldn't define. We only talked for a few minutes. Before she hung up, she told me not to call again. According to her, it would be better if we would just text each other. But the voice kept ringing, not only in my head, but in my heart, I'd long to hear it once more. I tried to call her again, but she never answered the phone. She just kept on sending messages and quotations, which I copied in a little notebook. Hopeless romantic? I didn't know. All I could say was that all the messages she sent me were wonderful, they came from the heart and cut through the heart. One December night, she sent me this message. "Though we r miles apart, u r always in my heart. I close my eyes & dere u r. Even if I'll nv c u , I'll always b hir 2 care of u, far longer dan 4ever..." By that time we had been exchanging messages for more than a month. God knew how happy I was. She was right. Although we had not seen each other, what we felt was enough to make us both realize what was keeping us together. I sent her another message, "Loving u secretly is a hard thing 4 me 2 do, hoping, wondring tt u will feel d same way 2, but I cant read ur mind if u luv me 2. But whatever it is, I'll still be loving u." "How I wish I cud really tell u how much u mean 2 me, but im afraid 2 love, scared 2 get hurt... I hope dat u will wait 4 me & pray dat u will not get tired of loving me...=)" was her reply. And then I replied again. " The reason y I met u is bcoz of destiny but if destiny will suggest dat I'll live w/o u, den, I'll lie not by destiny but of free will." Whenever I asked her when we would meet personally, she always answered, "Soon...soon, love...soon." Not seeing each other did not lessen, even a bit, what I felt for her...rather, it even grew deeper and stronger each day. And I was sure, she felt the same way, too. Love messages continued to flow through our lines, between our hearts, which made us go on each day with the thought that sooner, we would see each other, face to face, heart to heart. Just a few days before Christmas. She stopped sending messages. At first I just though she had ran out of prepaid. But there was something that kept bothering me... I couldn't understand what was it, but it made me fell nervous. I tried to call her but she wouldn't answer. Nevertheless, I continued sending messages. Suddenly one night, just three days before our Lord's birthday. I heard my phone's message tone again... at last! It was from her! "Often tyms we say gudbye 2 d 1 we luv w/o wanting 2. Though dat doesn't mean dat we stopped loving dem or we stopped 2 care. Sometyms, GOODBYE is a painful way 2 say I LOVE YOU." I was dumfounded. I didn't know what to think of. What did she mean? I texted her back, searching for answers, but found nothing. I called her but she would not answer. For the first time in my life, I felt so miserable...desperate... empty. I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to lose her. I had learned to love her. And I wanted to be with her forever. The following days I felt nothing but emptiness. It seemed that Mikaella took the life out of me. I missed her so much...her messages...The tones that would tell me she'd sent another loving message. Nothing around me could feel the emptiness I felt. Tut...tut...tut...tut...tut...just a day before Christmas, my cell beeped again. It was her! "Meet me at d cafe, 10 AM 2day," I read aloud, making sure the message was true, then I jumped with joy upon hearing from her again. Hurriedly, I got myself ready and I went to the mall. I knew it was still early, but I wanted to be there before she arrived. I arrived at the meeting place ten minutes earlier. I was surprised to see her already there, smiling at me. She was very beautiful, Black, deep-set eyes that spoke a thousand words; small, kissable lips; a nose perfectly chiseled and long black hair - everything in her was beautiful. And yes, her eyes radiated kindness and love...but there was a flicker of something in them...sadness? "Hi, Shannon," said the angelic voice I had been dreaming of each night. The voice that I had waited to hear for so long. "Please sit down." "I am very pleased to meet you, Mikaella," I said, as I took my seat and gave the roses I brought for her. "Thanks, Shannon," she smiled, obviously pleased with the roses. I knew she loved pink roses. "You are always welcome, Love" "Shannon, I can't stay," she said, sadness in her voice, or was it tears? "I really must go." "But we just met, Mikaella. Can't we talk a little longer?" I asked, pleadingly. "I can't really. I just came here to see you and thank you for the time you shared with me. Thank you for everything, Shannon. I will never forget you...you will always be here in my heart." She was looking at me straight into the eyes, and I could really feel the sadness in her voice and I swear, there was something in her voice and I swear, there was something in those lovely yet lonely eyes... She got up and smiled at me, lovingly. "Tomorrow morning, please come and visit me," she said and gave me a piece of white linen paper. I read what was written and when I looked up, she was gone. The following day, Christmas, I woke up early and excitedly readied myself, thinking of her. I hurriedly went to flower shop and bought a dozen pink roses - for Mikaella. They lived in an exclusive subdivision. Upon reaching their house, I told the guard who I was and that I was looking for Mikaella. The guard stared at me, sadness and amazement in his eyes and told me to wait as he called the owner of the house. As I looked at him while he was going inside the house, only then I noticed that the house was brightly lit. A woman went out and walked towards me, smiling sadly. "Hi, I'm Maria, Mikaella's mother. Please come inside, Julius." While we were walking towards the mansion, she explained to me why she knew me very well - Mikaella had always been talking about her friend, Shannon. I hardly understood what she was saying. I was busy thinking why Mikaella's mother was crying while talking to me. As we came near the great hall of the house, it dawned on me that there was a wake inside, Maybe, a relative passed away, I thought. But deep in my heart, I was trembling and afraid. As we entered the hall where so many people were silently mourning while others were praying, shaking, I asked her mother. "Where is Mikaella?" She held my hand and silently, led me to the coffin which was surrounded by flowers - pink roses, nothing but pink roses. No words could explain how I felt when I gazed at the coffin and saw who was lying there. The same beautiful girl I met... A man came beside me, I knew he was Mika's father. "We are so glad you came, Shannon. Mika talked of you all the time. She even asked that her phone be buried with her. She said that in that way, you could still send her messages and you would always be with her." I couldn't believe everything... My mind was in limbo. "But how can this be? We just saw each other yesterday." "That can't possibly be. She passed away three days ago. She had been suffering from a heart disease since she was a child," said her father. "But..." I couldn't find the words to say. "She told us not to bother reaching you," her mother said, still in tears, "she said you will come, and here you are." Pain and bitterness overwhelmed me. I cried silently beside her, staring at her lovely face, memorizing every line of my friend's face, a face I knew I would never forget while I was still alive. After the internment that afternoon, I went to the chapel she had told me she went everyday. Sitting there praying and crying to God, I held my phone and typed: "U taught me how 2 care; u taught me how 2 b kind; u showd me how 2 lyk som1; u shwd me how 2 luv; but deres 1 thing didnt teach me & it hurts more - u didnt teach me how 2 let go. I LOVE YOU" I sent the message, and though I knew she wouldn't be able to hold her cellphone again, I knew in my heart she would get my message. I never expected a reply, yet as my phone beeped again, I felt a shiver down my spine. The sender's number did not appear on the screen, and tears rolled down my cheeks as I read the message. "Let go of d hand of d person u love, but dont let go of God's hand. 4 if u hold 2 his hand. He may b holding d person u love n d ader hand 2 let u hold each other again." "I will never forget you, Mikaella and will never let go..." I vowed to her and to myself as I left the church...

this quote is so funny that im dedicating this entire post to it. LordC: so my dad found my porn folder LordC: and he was gettin all pissed LordC: so its all like "does this surprise you? i'm not stupid you know." LordC: "i know dad" LordC: at this point i stare at him straight in the eyes and say "C:Documents and Settings\Ricky\My Documents\faxes\sent faxes" LordC: and he just shut up. ~exit: what was it? LordC: it's his porn folder. hahahaha~~~ if you were the dad, what would you do next?

afternoon naps are always so great... :D

what does the indonesian president, cheryl fox, bush/kerry and steven lim have in common? now you know. i came across this website of the infamous singapore idol contestant, steven lim. at the end of his main page, i saw this tiny set of text. this is a hilarious snippet: Huang Na, Steven Lim Singapore idol Singapore Most Handsome Guy, stripper, Myanmar, Steven Lim Singapore idol Singapore Most Handsome Guy, stripper, Indonesia president, Steven Lim Singapore idol Singapore Most Handsome Guy, stripper, Singapore Idol, Steven Lim Singapore idol Singapore Most Handsome Guy, stripper, Cheryl Fox, Steven Lim Singapore idol, stripper, Singapore Most Handsome Guy, Bush Kerry, Steven Lim Singapore idol, stripper, Singapore Most Handsome Guy, Maia Lee, Steven Lim Singapore idol, stripper, Singapore Most Handsome Guy; Ren Wo Ao You the champion, Steven Lim Singapore idol Singapore Most Handsome Guy, stripper, Ren Wo Ao You the champion

presumably, he wants google or any other search engine to return his site from these keywords, but who knew the indonesian president, bush/kerry and steven Llm have something in common?

Note: Stevenlim.net is the 7th search hit for "huang na" on google.

Being an attention grabbing celebrity wannabe is one thing, but cashing in on a dead girl's pubilcity?

the joke just writes itself, im at a loss for words.

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today so sian. but anyway, its friday again. which means i can sleep late again. i felt so bad today for making pinkie do 20 push ups. haha. pinkie is the only guy from my class who likes pink.

anyway, here's a story that we should all learn from:

After a day fishing in the ocean a fisherman is walking from the pier carrying two lobsters in a bucket. He is approached by the ranger who asks him for his fishing license.

The fisherman says to the warden, "I did not catch these lobsters, they are my pets. Everyday I come down to the water and whistle and these lobster jump out and I take them for a walk only to return them at the end of the day."

The warden, not believing him, reminds him that it is illegal to fish without a license.

The fisherman turns to the warden and says, "If you don't believe me then watch," as he throws the lobsters back into the water.

The warden, wide-eyed and intrigued, says, "Now whistle to your lobsters and show me that they will come out of the water."

The fisherman turns to the warden and says, "What lobsters?"

(Credit: Joe)

haha...that is one smart dude.

enjoy the weekend everyone. :)

ok, i may not get a "meaningful" post up today cos there are so many assignments due tomorrow. every teacher that steps into class today gave us hw. hmm...lets see..... English: Journal, vocab, Re-expression worksheet and think of words to describe the neighbourhood my school is in. all due tomorrow. update: there is still the first draft of the compo "The neighbourhood in which my school is located" fuck. Maths: Ex 1d. due on monday. POA: topic 2 page 30. due tomorrow. History: write out some shit which i dont know how to do. due tuesday. Social studies: wb pg 6 and 9. due tuesday also. Chemistry: worksheet. due tomorrow but i finished in school. Chinese: wb chap 2. due tomorrow i think. so basically, im screwed. so many things to do. i cant blog now. will blog again tomorrow ok? dont miss me. :)

there was no lunch at home today, so when my mom came home.... "what did you ate for lunch today?" "noodles" "how much?" "one fifty." "now still got noodles selling at one fifty meh? what noodles?" "tom yam seafood." "where you buy from?" "downstairs la" "downstairs where?" "econ minimart." -___-"' "you know, shouldnt eat all these things leh.." "but you said that i must eat something what..." "but not all these what...so unhealthy..." "aiyah...once in a while only la..." "it is best not to eat them at all..." "FUCK you." "arsehole!" ahhhhh!!! ok ok. i added the last to lines myself. damn, tomorrow got kjafsdkj;lgsfd 8iuiefdsijk history test....2 periods somemore. english also....poa also... jindfcjifdrsjiuknsfdeiujdfvckjsgjoimnAVdoknjmgsenokibzdsnhadbfnl aNsdgndcnvadIODmSDGlnkjvsdidsISDGjSDm

apparantly, i have nothing much to say today. weird...oh yes. i DO have something to say. i had a weird dream last night. its like there is this sniper at the corridor opposite my block and is targeting at me (i dont know for what). so when i found out i quickly went to hide at the master bedroom, near the kitchen. so then i stayed there for quite long. if you had played metal gear solid on the PS (not PS2) before and had reached the stage where you first fight sniper wolf, you will remember that colonel campbell (or master miller?) said that it wouldnt matter to a sniper as they could wait for days, weeks, months... so i had to do something...and FAST. then it somehow came to me that i have a weapons system built into the house. like there were guns that were hidden at the front of the flat. then there were also guns which could be activated located at the rooftop. BUT i had to go to the front room, where the computer was located, to control the guns. how great, i kept telling my mom how useful it was to have Wireless LAN (WLAN). then i thought of something...i took the fan (its just a table fan) and threw it out of the room. that distracted the sniper and he shot at it. i then quickly ran to the front room at activated the guns. ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta-ta. the sniper died and i woke up. weird and funny dream right? well, there were some other details which i cant remember but thats basically the whole story... anyway, tonight is the last episode of Double Happiness II. remember the 8 days that i bought? well, there is the synopsis of the final episode. well, im going to post it now so you all can hao-lian to your family members that you know what will happen in the show tonight... WARNING!!!!! If you do not want to know what happens in the show tonight before it is aired, then DONT read. if you do not want to know, then this post will end here. nothing more will be posted other than the synopsis of the show. for those who are interested, read on.... Tue Jan 11 Last episode Jiaqi is hospitalised. Jiaming takes Yaxi to see him and they meet with an accident. They suffer minor injuries, but the same accident causes a death. The victim's heart is donated to Jiaqi, who had suffered cardiac injuries as a hostage. Jiaqi remains in a coma after his surgery. Yaxi visits him every day and updates him about the daily life of the Luos. Jialong and Meili remain happily married, and he has given up gambling for his family's sake. Jiaqian has returned to Happy Fish and is dating Nan. Jiafu has become a scriptwriter at the television statio. Jiaxi and Xuezhi are running an organic food business. Happy Fish is now managed by Jiayu and Yaozu. Jiaqi comes round and returns to the Happy Fish business. Jiao, Jiaming and William pay the Luos a visit. William has a Caucasian wife and opened a Happy Fish overseas. Yaxi goes into labour during Happy Fish's opening. Jiaqi collapes after the delivery.

i have been told that the images load very slowly. well, nothing much i could do since its free. and NO, im not going back to photobucket. i finally got my hair cut. actually no need to cut one la. cos vp come to class during chinese lesson today to check. and i passed the "test"! anyway, i just cut so my mother wont nag and nag la... lately, i have this thing for writing stories. though not quality ones. but i try. so anyways, im working on my second story (on what else other than love??? well, not because im in love but its the greatest thing on Earth. why? cos Jennifer Aniston was "ranked as the most powerful celebrity on the planet" when she was in love. see what i mean? ok, maybe not cos i dont even know what the hell im writing. kjimosdkjimvcjmkisdfeiojsefklmjdvxkm......). i expect to finish the story by this weekend so please look out for it. maybe it may not be such a great deal, but i spent one week on it so please just read it. it may only take up 5 mins of your time. 5 mins out of your lifetime. surely you can spend that time right?????

watching it now... well, its almost the same as most of the other charity shows. only difference this time is that there are artistes from both channel u and channel 8. oh, another difference is that it got another hour. so instead of stopping at 10pm, it will stop at 11pm. but do you think it will really stop there?? i pity the news presenter. hmm...david blane on the show (vertigo)? haha...no la. then now there are also two person who wants to do 2000 push-ups. wtf?! well, in the end other people also pitched in... look out for the headlines in the papers tomorrow...

come on man, you can do better than that. see the password finder link at the bottom? well, go buy it. haii...when you click on the forget password link at the gmail log in page, you wont be able to answer the secret question. instead, an email will be sent to your alternate email (in this case, all the mail from my alternate email is forwarded to gmail) and you can reset your password from there. please, gmail is not like "stupid-and-lousy" hotmail (i waited for a damn long time and my hotmail is still at a pathetic 2mb). as you can see, i still have 6 invites so if that idiot who tried to hack my account wants an invite, just tell me la...why go through all the trouble??? anyway, i dont use passwords, i use passphrase, so happy guessing :) damn, im lazy to walk out to heartland mall just to get my hair cut. will get it done tomorrow :):):):):)

i just came home from the edusave awards presentation ceromony. :) now im $250 richer than all of you. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... oh, please, could all the suckers please suck up to me....awww... well, i would like to post pictures of PLMGPS but as you know, my data cable is fried up, so i didnt even take pictures. hmm...lets see what i could buy with $250......

once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings andemotions lived: happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all of the others including love. however, one day it was announced to the couples that the island would sink, so all prepared their boats and left. love was the only one who stayed. love wanted to stay until it started sinking. when love had almost completed sinking, he decided to ask for help. richness was passing by love in a beautiful boat. love said, "richness, can you take me with you?" richness answered, "no, i cant.. there is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. there is no place here for you," love decided to ask vanity who was also passing by. "vanity, please help me!" "i cant help you love." "you are all wet and can probably damage my boat," vanity answered. sadness was close by, so love asked for help, "sadness, let me go with you." "oh...love, i am so sad that i prefer to go alone!" happiness passed by love too, but she was so happy that she did not listen when love called her! suddenly, there was a voice, "come love, i will take you," it was an elder. love became so happy that he even forgot to ask the name of the elder. when they arrived to the other side, love asked knowledge who was the elder who helped him. "it was time," "time? but why did time help me?" "because only time is capable of understanding how great love is."

the snow and music have been removed. but now i have added rain cos its always raining nowadays...maybe i should add some sound for rain too...

...sadly, this is the last post of this series. there is not going to be anymore posts titled (insert number) day of school with long pants. so today we finally got a D&T lesson since school started and so now we have seen all our teachers and stuff. and now i love fridays cos we get to have the whole canteen to ourselves (even though i dont eat) and the bookshop wont have any queues. why? cos our recess is one period later than all the other classes. if you have read this, then you ought to konw that i havent cut my hair since twenty-something november. so actually operation no-need-to-cut-hair was successful since no teachers said anything about my hair being too long. but anyway, i guess the back is tooooo long now so i will go and cut it maybe tomorrow. yaya, lead by example lah. SO, those with long hair from my class such as joel zeeeeee, go and cut it by sunday cos you cant put the blame on mr. chairman if you get caught for your hair. btw, if you read my blog, please go and read the disclaimer hor. thank you. oh, and tell your barber/hairstylist not to cut that long strand of hair so i can pull it and make your head itchy. umm, basically today we go home at 1pm. how shiok. friday and go home early some more. cedric, pai seh ar. told you 1.30. cos i stil half awake (or izit half asleep) at that time :) anyone who is reading this now, please, i need help. what should i buy as birthday presents for two girls aged 7 and 8? basic information: they are sisters and they are cute. so what should i buy for them? earrings? umm, the only place where i am buying earrings for girls is at perlini silvers cos of two reasons: 1) i cant afford something from the SK, Goldheart, Lee Hwa, Citigems. 2) i will look weird if i go into some girly shop and buy them... ok, anyway, they will look weird with silver earrings so i can forget bout it. and so that is why i need halp lar...what birthday presents to buy for them. there's a BIG cake already. i bought this month's LIME and this week's 8 Days. lets take a look. when you buy LIME this month, you will get the all stars calender. yes. nice. but... why is the september page on her and not on "Asian pop princess" Jolin?!?!?!?!?! damn. there are so little asian stars featured in the calender other than S.H.E. for the month of march, 5566 for august and taufik for december. the guy/girl who is in charge of the calender is no doubt an ang moh as he wont understand chinese songs so that is why there is so little bout them. lets go to 8 Days: wow...ok, im not some pervert but its really rare to see pregnant mothers doing photoshoots. anyway, it doesnt look like her right? she looks like some other actress (fiona xie? ok, a little) but i forgot her name. and that is the end of the ____ day of school with long pants series. how sad. well, everyone, enjoy your first weekend of 2005 (ok, the actual 1st weekend of 2005 has passed, but this is the 1st one since school started.) to the fullest ok? kthxbyeee... :) PSSTT: if you have read finished this whole post then thank you very much as i have spent half an hour on it. if you didnt, then you are missing out on lots of good stuff!!

take a look at this. that person should be a sly fan. why people now must be such a loser and do this kind of things leh??? doesnt they know that it only brings down the name of sly? anyway, its so nice to take a nice long afternoon nap without worrying bout hw for awhile. so what could happen in the short 3 and a half hours while i was sleeping? this could happen: ok, so im getting back to all the emails now. you will get your reply soon ok?

members of the BCT, the calender of events for 2005 is out. please download it here. you all have been emailed regarding the password of the document. those who did not receive the email, please I.M/SMS/Email me. the file is quite big (2437 KB) as it includes all the information for new members. existing members should also read it as it has been updated. the file will be on the server for 7 days and then it will expire. if you did not download within the seven days, you can get it from me personally. :)

i managed to finish most of the work now to find time for blogging. notice i use the word "most". which means that i have not finished chinese. but who cares. gonna do it tomorrow in school. its a bad example. DONT FOLLOW IT. ok, dont know why but the class keeps talking bout "leading by example" now...never happened last year. fuck. extra weight on my diminutive shoulders. i shall not talk anything about school for today cos im quite sick of it. no, just that i got punished doesnt mean that im sick of it. still got other factors which contribute to the "sickness". so today went out to buy my D&T book. i noticed something very interesting when i was at the bus stop waiting for the bus. there was someone else waiting for the bus too. he was like pointing a few fingers, in a few directions. then up and down his chest. then something like taking something out of his chest/breast pocket. but there was no pocket there. so i continued to observe. then he looks to his watch and then taps it a few times. it turned out that he was a mute. interesting fact was that when they want to say out something that they are thinking, they cant. they have to use sign language. for example, you have a date with an angel and you realise that you are late when you look at your watch. you may think "im so fucking late" while those more vocal may say it out. so when that mute wanna say it out, he cant. thats why he taps on his watch. now, that is really interesting to me. something new that i learnt. now since i dont understand sign language, i cant make out the part where he move a few fingers up and down his chest and so on...so if anyone understands what it is, please tell us in the comments. so another post and i cant wait for school tomorrow to finish cos i cant wait to take a afternoon nap and sleep late and night and wake up late on sat. so everyone, please do me a favour, dont sms me early morning of saturday as you will not be getting a reply immediately. also, you will be wasting your sms-es when you ask "r u there" etc etc. and PLEASE dont send messages like "wake up la...sleepy head"... ok, maybe i will turn off my phone tomorrow night. :)

sometimes, you get a 404 page error and the server hosting the site really lets you know how it feels. doing this day in, day out... i have never spent this long reading a 404 page. i need to get a life. i just finished (not all) the ton of hw that was given...and i dont feel like blogging today. maybe i would get a long post up by sunday. :)

lets start with the beginning of the day. this is the first time since school reopened that we assembled in the quadrangle cos yesterday the floor was damn wet. so guess where i was sitting? right in front of the flag pole which is beside where the bigshot is going to stand when addressing the school. how great... why? cos if there is a sniper some where and he/she was aiming for the bigshot, he/she may move his/her hand and little and i would get shot. ugh... so 1st period...physics. well, my physics teacher is my form teacher and he just spent 80% of the period doing admin. so nothing much to talk about actually. 2nd period...POA. gawd, mr tuang is loud. im sitting at the thrid row and it actually sounds like im sitting right in front of him. 3rd period...E. Maths. my suckiest subject. nothing much to talk about actually. cos...umm...well...just nothing to talk bout this sub. 4th and 5th...ENGLISH!!! ok, the most important subject. ms sharon ng...shes good actually, but she sometimes speak too soft and too fast, so you cant actually catch what she was saying. well, she expects much from us and its totally different from sec 1 and 2. then recess...which is nothing great to me other than just a break cos i dont eat anyway during recess... 6th period? Chemistry. ok, we have to remember so many elements/groups by next tuesday cos there is a test. man, how are things like PO₄^3- , H₂SO₄ , CO₃^2- going to fit into that small brain of mine??? anyway, during chemistry lesson, mr tuang was at next door and while we were copying down the chemical symbols, i could hear every word that he spoke. imgaine how loud he was? umm...the chemical symbols may not appear correctly cos im still such a noob at html. after chemistry was history. i thought the teacher was a relief teacher cos he didnt bring any teaching materials in other than just a marker. so basically he was not such a "shallow" teacher. last period? social studies...man, she taught us for two straight years and this year, she's doing it agian...wtf?! oh well... ok, so every teacher that comes in will tell us not to treat this year as a honeymoon year. and that everything is quite expected of me. it seems that they were reading from a script cos everyone of them says almost the same thing. so after assembly had to walked to the bus stop. while i was walking, there was this elderly lady who asked me what day today is cos she has high blood pressure and needs to take medicine, but forgot what day it is cos her medicine are all nicely packed in days. i mean, DO I NEED TO REMIND HER THAT IT IS WEDNESDAY TODAY? so i decided to 'sabo' her and told her that its tuesday today. :) there goes another long post which i took 20 mins to type and if you managed to read until here, thank you. :D

...and also first day with a new principal. for those who are still wondering, im in 3E4. and yes, im the chairman again. hehe, back by popular demand, what more can i say? ok, lets talk about the new principal. some say that he looks like a businessman. i cant agree more. why? cos during his briefing today, he kept talking about creating a brand name for ourselves. and soon, our school will be a listed company and offering its IPO somewhere in December, so please look out for it. fine, i was bullshitting at the last part. he just said to create a brand name for ourselves. and the product? its obviously us cos we are going to have name tags sewn on and then he will try to sell us to those P6s and their parents. then during chinese lesson, there was a big fuck up. which also nearly fucked me up. well, i was to go to E1 for my chinese but the teacher never told me. so i went walking around searching for my class and i thought i would end up in ong lay pheng's class. but its ok since its first day of school and everything is a little messed up. ok, the snowflakes is still up because if you have been to america during this time, you will realise that it is still snowing. so i will remove them once the season changes in america. ok?! byeeeeeeee.... :)

I STAYED UP AFTER ALL...IM A FUCKING DEAD MAN TOMORROW...YOU SHOULD GO TO SLEEP TOO IF YOU ARE READING THIS NOW...

i just remembered that i have not cut my hair. well, i dont think its very long so we'll see how it goes tomorrow.

i woke up at 12.30 today...wonder how im going to wake up at 6am tomorrow...im so fuckin dead. anyway, holidays are going to end and everyone is no doubt sad. lets see what i have done for the past two months...hmm...nothing. nothing? nothing. except setting up this blog which i consider quite productive. for two months, i have done nothing productive. why? cos its always raining!!! can i suggest to the government (or MOE in this case) to schedule our long holidays to somewhere else in the year which does not fall on the rainy season? you are always asking us to make good use of our holidays like visiting nature reserve or something. but nobody likes to walk in mud. maybe you could build proper footpath with shelterd walkways? oh no. if you did that it would not be part of nature anymore cos too much human interaction took place. well, ever heard of summer vacation? that is when holidays are not days which always rain. ok. i know there is no summer in hot/cold and humid merlionland but you should know better when it will not rain like now. sure, there are days where it doesnt rain in december. but you also have to understand that we are not that free as you think. for some of us, holidays are the only time where we can up the levels of our characters of FFXI, Maple Story, Gunbound, et cetera. or it is the only time where we can train our skills on CS, Daytona...or maybe chat on MSN till 3 or 4 am. then the holiday is the only time where we can follow closely when new games or gaming consoles like PS3 are coming out. then for some of us, our parents would want us to pick up a new skill or continue to revise on our subjects. lastly, some of us would be on holiday. so do you still think that we have lots of time during the holidays? think again. ----------------------------------------------------- ok, enough of ranting. sometimes, i look in the mirror and get scared that im looking at a monster. no, no, no, fuck you all. im not saying it figuratively. im saying it in a literal sense. like what if my reflection blinks and i dont? i'd fucking start screaming while my reflection just continued staring at me and then stuck a hand out and poke me in the eye. yes, yes. im weird. I KNOW. ok, ok. its the last day of the holiday and im not going to enjoy it to the fullest. why? cos im fucking scared that i cant wake up tomorrow.

ok, im bound by contractual obligations not to reveal what i have done yesterday, which actually means that i dont feel like blogging about yesterday, but its not because yesterday was not great. only thing was that there was no alcohol yesterday. anyway, school is starting in 1 more day so i hope all of you will be happy on your first day of school and dont cry in school cos you miss your papa or mama. your not in preschool anymore. also, I AM NOT GOING TO REPLY TO ANY SMS, EMAIL, I.M. OR PHONE CALL ASKING ME WHAT TO BRING ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH 6 YEARS OF PRIMARY EDUCATION AND 2 YEARS OF SECONDARY EDUCATION AND SO DO I. ITS NOT LIKE IM SEC 4 THIS YEAR (2005) OR WHAT. SO JUST BRING WHAT YOU THINK IS APPROPRIATE AND DONT ASK ME. SIDENOTE: I AM ALSO NOT INTERESTED IN WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO BRING. aww...so sad right? but i dont give a damn cos i seldom watch channel i also. but now that they have merged, they are going to show crappy shows which no one can do a thing about...damn...and i dont have cable.

i just reach home after 1 night of partying. will blog later cos quite tired now. kthxbye.